Yesterday I had a dream

Yesterday I woke up on a vivid dream. In my dream, two people were married to each other; the young man was fantastically beautiful, sparkly, with slim body, not very tall. The girl was really gorgeous, she was a real hottie but with not a cheap looks. They were living in a palace and most of the time wearing medieval clothes and they were happily living together.

Then I saw in my dream another man, and then it turned out to be the girl’s lover. In my dream I was really shocked and felt so bad and sorry for the guy, that amazing noble young man.

Then, the door opened and that lovely young man saw his wife (the love of his life) with another man. A very painful look jumped into his eyes, and a very wild look jumped into her eyes and a scared look jumped into the other man’s eyes.

Then the noble young man opened a device (killing device) in the bedroom and pushed the other man angrily to that device and he was killed in a real savage way.

The girl went so wild and she opened another device that was throwing arrows from the bedroom walls, she wanted to kill her husband, she did it madly and didn’t notice that the arrows are directed to her side.

So the young man crept on the other walls and pulled her in a tender way to him to save her, and she was resisting him until many arrows penetrated her body. In that death scene, the young noble man looked a very sad look to her as if he was saying (no, please, I don’t want to lose you) and she was still looking wildly at him.

Ok … I started to cry again. I don’t know but the dream was so vivid. This love, does it exist? I am really asking. Love someone not because he …. But love someone inspite he is ….

I believe God loves us this way, he loves us inspite we are real sinners, inspite we betray (allow me to say cheat on him with the sin whatever it was). And although he tries to save us from it but we insist going in the same wrong direction and we resist his hand trying to help us out from the fire we opened on ourselves with our own hands.

Sometimes I feel that we (we are all sinners) driving a train (our life) down to a cliff and we are driving it madly and fast and we are going to wreck it, and God is trying to call us and make us drive it wisely and fast but we resist his advice.

I also know that God respects the human’s will, so, he, God, gives commandments and leave us the freedom of applying it, from time to time he tries to advice us, make us hear his voice guiding us where to go or how to act but wildly we resist it.

Sorry guys, regardless this last part, I was just so touched by the dream and how that noble guy loved his girl despite what she did.

Thanks for listening!